Toh, who review! mo it's been a while, what happened to you?
m at nothing in particular, I stopped working.
mo six retired? how lucky!
but no, I'm on the move, in early retirement.
mo you, but you miss a little, right?
but a year and a half.
mo you see I was right: you're lucky. And what do you do, you find a job? with your experience ...
but no, no job, no proposal and no research. Are stalled and do not understand what to do.
mo and okay, take it calmly. Have you always wanted to do a lot of things and you could not because of the short time, you're spoiled for choice.
but is a bit 'as the white paper writer, you do not know where to start. On the other hand there are many people who know what you should do and tell you that with that good-natured that it makes you feel inadequate, weak, old man.
mo Well, after a bit 'old six
but the I
, I see that guy every morning I look in the mirror every morning and there's a wrinkle I had not seen until the day before.
mo please no self-pity.
but do not seek consolations. Maybe I gave too much importance to my working life. On the other hand I had a comfortable, cozy life: home, car, office, restaurant, office, car, house. No sport, no lovers, no friends, no vices, no or little more. Removed the routine para professional life has burst and I now look.
mo waiting for? and what aspects, that someone will come and your bloated carcass?
but is not likely hypothesis. The world runs away and the individual no longer matters much. In a hurry to pass the time, it is a paradox! I like the slowness of which I do not know the mechanisms. I was trained to rush as many others of my generation. I happen to eat quickly, without tasting the food, I read quickly and often do not understand. My haste generates superficiality that makes me feel ignorant and insensitive. I was hasty in human relationships, so much so that I do not have references to lean on. Of course, there is the family, but you must have the Gospel spirit and continually give the other cheek if you want to maintain some form of communication. And then the family is the place the worst instincts: we accumulate negativity and expect to arrive at the table to download it into the arms of the family. Too familiar and too many bitter pills swallowed are the perfect combination for vomit in the dinner table all the resentment generated by their inadequacies.
mo I'm falling asleep, so I take this story
but I know, there's nothing original, is a syndrome that happens to many. I have not
nolstalgia work. The commodification of labor is so obvious that only the hypocrisy holds together the organizational structure. We went back to being serial numbers closing a circle that seemed broken by '68. A bit 'of humility is good for everyone but this is to go back and perhaps disappear. The attitude of their mercantile capitalism, I never liked even though I have eaten my share when I could. The ease in accessing the money, which has caused so much trouble, has changed the way of looking at life for making many of the typical values \u200b\u200bof the society of peasants and workers who originates. Returning to work, no, I miss it, but rather, I miss my place in society, children of my privilege, to be recognized. It 'a status which is built over time and in a moment is lost. Your former colleagues look at you so opaque, with air of someone who has nothing else to do (and it's true).
mo well, I was pleased to be aggrieved, when you walk around here without seeing.
but certain, and not forgetting the good wishes for Christmas and Easter, do not cost anything and makes us feel lighter, good e. ..
